a pointless ponder...

almost everything comes as a duality of some form or another. it can be hard to see both sides of the coin in many cases, simply because the coin is set in such a way that one side is so hidden it takes near-faith to recognize it's existance. this is the conclusion i have come to about personal change. in nearly every aspect, there are 2 sides to look at... what you see yourself as, and what really is. for example, you might think you are ready for a change, but are you in reality? other examples are left to the reader, i don't feel like dragging this out any more than usual. this leads me to one of my personal mantras... a person is not defined by their words, they are defined by their actions. intent can and does come into play, and can make a difference at times, but actions are still the primary measurement.

so... where does that leave me? nowhere in particular. i tend to make a habit out of pondering questions that have no answers. but more on that specific subject later. for now, i must burgle.